Hey babe!! :)) I'm on the bus to shangri la for my Standby. Cool right your boyfriend. Can fight fire and fight terrorist. I'm sorry I have to leave you alone this weekend. But next week will be our week. Am I right babe? :)) 1year!! Haha. Can't wait for that day to come. I'm loving you and living my each day with you in my mind. Hope you do the same for me.

A.. A.. A!! I love you. Very much. :))

In lesson now, they gave us a 10 mins break, just hope I write something here, and hope that you will read it.

I don't know what else to say, try as I might I just dont seem to be able to please you, I gave you all my time, all the effort I could muster to try and make it better for you, so you don't feel so lonely. These past 5 months I have done and endure so much things that sometimes I just want to lie down and sleep for 2 days straight. With no one and nothing other then just a bed, pillows, and you in my arms. you might not know this but that one move makes me feel so much better and more refreshed, it's all I need to get through, I can don't need bed also, just you. Your the one that makes it all better, I can't explain it any more than that.

your my best friend, best person in my life, best of everything. Sorry I don't have time, sorry I get tired some times and just want to rest, sorry I did not listen to your problems. I always wanna know more about you, know about your everyday, cause I wanna be part of your everyday.

Hope you would still want me in your everydays.

Blogging now cause can't really sleep, feeling very tired and just well, really tired. I miss you very very much. Just wanted you to know that. And your the reason I put myself through all these. I love you.

Hey hey, this will be my last blog post before my brunei trip, i know it's funny, going away for only 9 days and feel this emotional, bitmj can't really help it, cause I know myself that i'm going to miss you so much. Going to miss the most basic things with you, just like talking or even just holding your hands and walking beside you. I'm even missing you on the bus trip to the airport! Haha,

Well, I'm coming back after 9 days, and I can get to talk to you soon. Wait for me. :)
I love you baby. You know I do. Take good care of yourself these 9 days, miss me ok? :)

Hey baby, I know you see this and you would feel that I'm doing this just because you asked me to, well, it's not. I guess figured this would be a better idea then writing you a letter, cause you get to see this instantly you get home, which is kinda why i wrote you letters in the first place, :)

today was a super tough day. Well not really la, but beacuse of the super hot sun that made it so tough, today learnt about rescue trapped casulties from a car, haha! We broke the car into small small pieces! Break the glass, cut off the doors and roof, quite fun la, if only the weather was nicer. :)

could not sleep the whole of last night, and today morning i took the malaria pills and vommited, the pills to me there was some side effects la, very xin ku the whole day, but yea, it's all going to be worth it at the end

I miss you, the whole entire day I can't stop thinking of you. I really want you.

Nicholas.